Just like my head, thinking about what has to be done in the next few weeks, how the days literally hurtle by and how dystopian life is- worrying about my own shit, then opening my phone and reading about Afghanistan, seeing people reaching up small kids to the soldiers, young guys who look panicked and scared shitless trying to deal with an impossible situation.. and [...]

The summer rolls on, and the current hot weather has authenticated the holiday season- it seems a lifetime away from 2 and a 1/2 weeks ago when the kids finished school Between the house build going on around us here, with the builders starting at 7 Monday to Friday, the ensuing lack of privacy as there is basically nowhere to not be seen unless I [...]

This evening I listened to a podcast about working out as the Americans call it, whilst working out. I was in the shed rowing. I was thinking about the usefulness of physical movement as a direct panacea to negative thoughts. I say panacea as the action of engaging in a physical action prevents you from full immersion into negative thoughts- its simply not possible to [...]

I am writing this now even though all my bones and body so badly want to go to bed. I pulled off Tide Map more or less, but it was such an oddly underwhelming yet also utterly overwhelming experience. I'd set my alarm for 2.40, as I was planning to leave at 3am. I got about 1.5 hours sleep between being woken up and walking [...]

SO I drove up to the Flaggy Shore this morning, Tuesday 29th to check the tide- according to my tide predictor website it should have been high tide this morning at 8.30. So I was there at 9.43 according to my phone time and the tide was like this. Woah! Much higher than I thought it would be. I would have thought it would have [...]

I had a zoom with Áine Philips today, she'd offered to do one more session to round up the chats we'd had. I wanted to ask her about the plans for the land performance works. As before, it was a very affirming experience and the simple act of having a conversation about the work with another artist was so rewarding. Áine listened to my description [...]

What is happening: Tide Map, first of my three summer performances, created, produced, managed, promoted, in partnership with, Me. In association with Me, supported by Me, commissioned by Me. I listened to a podcast there a while back where Laurie Anderson was being interviewed. She agreed to the question that was put to her that yes, when she was emerging, she had written to manifold [...]

the top two graphics are to represent the pathways for the three actions: circle in the field climb up the mountain zig zag back and forth with the tide line I will come back to this after I check the bees....

Images of research trip to Flaggy Shore Beach, Newquay, Co Clare this morning. Spent about 20 mins there from 11.40 to 12.00 midday. Tide was pretty far out, which was perfect for my research reasons, but according to my tide map would not have been fully out until 12.30pm today. Shot of Tide Map Trial It was raining but not heavily, but heavy enough to [...]

I want to take a series of images of myself and other women close up- with stuff written on our faces about how we feel about ageing and the anti-ageing beauty product industry and how it makes you feel insecure. Something like this below but written in stronger type and ALL OVER my face. Obviously this is not a new idea, but that's not the [...]